A Few Final Words and Thoughts on the Community

At first I was resistant to the community’s lifestyle, but now I feel a fondness for this shared life. Like a fondness I would feel for a beloved cousin whose shoes I would never want to walk a mile in. I respect and admire the beautiful spirit in this oasis from the world and I see how God has brought salvation, renewal and joy to all the members. My admiration and their persistent confirmation that this is the only way to devote one’s life to God, however, did not convince me that this could be a permanent location for me.

I, too, desire the comfort of a large family, but here the family is not related by blood but by their devotion to a common vision. In both “families” unconditional love abounds, but I prefer to not dwell in the same grounds with my loved ones all day, everyday. Often I appreciate my family the most after a decent amount of time away from them- unconditional love is the easiest to take for granted. I also enjoy spending time alone and in a home where every bedroom and common space is the sanctuary for 50 other people, it’s hard to find solitude.

Here they are all artists of humility and all their toiling is out of respect and love for Yashua (Jesus in Hebrew). They, as do most Protestants, believe that the root of man’s fall stemmed from pride (Eve desired Godlike wisdom and understanding and therefore ate of the forbidden fruit that has since allowed sin to enter the world and separated us from a perfect union with God). They lovingly critique one another’s character and actions and the receiver of this criticism humbly accepts the admonishment with the intent of eradicating the flaw.

It’s been an honor to live and learn with these people. Their hospitality has been overwhelming. It was not uncommon to find loving notes left on my bed or a couple extra cookies to be passed my way after lunch – I was the envy of all the children. They never lost patience with my lack of Spanish abilities and sent me on my way with hugs and tearful goodbyes. I will cherish the memories I made here.